My name is Steven, origin of China, Hong Kong. Had lived 21 years of life, and I can say, sometimes life is not that good, neither bad. It is what our surroundings that had gave us perpectives of how life should be viewed. What I see are flaws, memories, mistakes, regrets, youth, and human growth.
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I dont know how to explain… When Gucci is sad, she wants to see you. And when you are around, she just get excited. You are the master of the house. Something you have not realized: humans are animals too, and vice-versa. We got feelings. And I am just like her. Struggling each day for the hope to pass even one more second just to see you happy because seeing you happy is my life.
Les jours ensoleilles sont que des souvenirs en merveille
Mais une fois la lune surpasse le niveau de leau
On souvient que les moments de detente sans pareille
Et que votre mumure releve, de mon coeur, ces mots
Aussi simple, une memoire lointain auquel je prend cher
Le calm des lacs, le son des feuilles, me retrouva sur mon lit
Je ferma mes yeux et je reflechis, mais je ne pense guere
Car je ne trouve plus le regret, mais que du bonheur a linfini
Lespace sest aggraver profondement sur mon coeur, et nul peut le remplacer
Meme si je dois repeter une infinite de fois, je le ferai parce que
Je veux que tu sache: Tu es mon tout.
The meaning of Life
Everytime I write here reflects of how I feel about Life. Yeah… I lost track. I really tried, but somehow it is psychologic. Just like how people wake up each morning, hustling to get up and face this new day. Life has more regret then we know. I still can’t let go of the past and accept my futur. I used to be a good boy loved by my family. I lost the spirit of fire. I lost who I am. I lost my path. I really tried everything. But everything seems not right. I wish I was young and foolish than to accept I had grown up and think about the two side. I know I am the creator of my life. It is in my hand whether to leave it pass or to seize the opportuniy. I can’t face myself in the mirror. I can’t face my grand-father who died long time ago. I can’t face my parents. I am afraid of my shadow because what I see is not me. I really want to see my other me appear in front of me and tell me: cheer up. It is so harsh I can’t blame anyone, not even life. I used to be scare of the dark. But darkness had recruited me so I won’t fear it anymore. Devil had taught me to be strong. By being strong, I lost my emotional side. My dad was never there. My mom had taught me nothing. She only wished me to live a good life. Her words made my life. She is my sample and my idol. By seeing her made me sad. My life, my tears is for her. I wish my pain can wash away… Gladly, I got my girl and friends that was still here, because thats my drugs. However, somedays, I need to get back up. And I will say to my mom: please dont worry because I am a big boy now. I wanted to tell you, I love you to the very end. I never left, nor changed.
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